I'm feeling cold and lonely today.
Somewhat depressed. Though there's no good reason for it. Just one of those things, I suppose. Ah well.
been looking into the making of latex clothes and things like vacuum
beds. I have no skill with tailoring clothes or making patterns or
anything like that, and I don't really have a workspace here large
enough to do such things, not without risking getting rubber cement all
over the floor or carpet. It would be pretty cool to be able to dress
up a rubber doll without spending 1000's of extra dollars, but then
again, homemade stuff would never look as nice as an expert's. Don't
have a doll to dress up, either.
In addition to the latex stuff, I occasionally get a bug to learn about
things like life-casting and mold-making.. to make statues or
prosthetics or whatever one can make with such skills. I also get
wondering about making little fetish or bondage figurines. I might be
able to sell those, even. I look up a lot of stuff online, but it's
easier to learn how to do such things by being taught by someone else. I
haven't been able to find any place locally that can teach such things.
I wish I had thought to try to learn this stuff when I lived in
LA--where better?--but I didn't have creative ambitions in this
direction back then.
None of it is simple, and taken altogether,
downright intimidating. It's difficult to know where to start. I'm
afraid I tend to overwhelm myself with such thoughts and end up doing
nothing at all.